Before I Lay Me Down to Sleep

Im writing this blog quite literally inbetween the sheets. I'm getting ready for bed after watching the Beat Freaks give some pretty awesome performances alongside Quest Crew on ABDC, if you dont watch the show don't bother getting into it now ...11:11...hold on...sorry bout that. Anyways big show for next week planned Thursday Night at 10 watch it just to see some amazing people dance.
Now for more serious topics, tonight i thought about who i know in my life that at any moment i could call and have them right by my side. Not many came to mind but then I realized I dont have everyones number that would probably come help me. I had a dream the other night where i had to help a lot of my friends while trying to keep the guy i'm crushing on at bay...needless to say it's a dream so it ended nicely hand holding and cuddling.
I love to cuddle. no matter what that's the thing that makes me feel safest in a relationship knowing that i can curl up next to my boy and fall asleep. Have you ever seen those pictures of cats curled up in a ball on the floor in the corners of a couch or next to their owners where they just look so at peace and happy that nothing could even try to bother them in that moment. Thats what it feels like. I also love to hold hands, i now know what the genotype is for the specific type of handholding that you do. (Shela knows what I'm talking about) .. Try this out if you dont know clasp your hands together with your fingers laced if your Left thumb is over your right you have a dominant gene for Left over right in your DNA. If it's right over left you have the recessive gene and you wont pass left over right on to your kids unless if your partner has it. I dont know why i found this part of my anthropology class so interesting. But then I feel like i do, i was so interested because i want to know what he does with his hands if he's right over left or left over right. That's how you know i'm crushing, i can't talk to that person and i wonder randomly about them.

okay lets get off topic and talk about food. I'm watching the food network with that guy who kinda is awkward and talks directly to the camera and always says the scientific stuff about the food too. Right now he's making Bruschetta (my mom makes bomb brushetta) but this guys looks pretty good it's making me kinda hungry. Before he was making french toast which i also love, because it's just delicious. My mom makes this little bread things that in my family we call Crustini's , because they are just these little tostettes with honey and some type of cheese.. so good. OK, sorry i dont mean to make anyone hungry by talking about food. I think i'm getting hungry myself...

I found out i can get my ASL minor so i'm really happy, Franco helped me which is no surprise because he's such a great guy. But other then that I can't start working on it until next semester but that's fine with me :).
Alright well now i'm going to go to sleep so i can dream about a certain person whom i will never reveal their name. :).... Have a good night everyone sweet dreams <3 natasha